Today's the day
Posted: Fri Apr 20, 2007 7:51 am
This morning I woke up and instantly started to cry. It was a happy cry. Today I will leave for the airport and tomorrow early AM, I will go home. Or I should say the place that I call home in my heart - STJ. Does anyone else do this? How can an Island stir up this much emotion?
I know it's kind of crazy and my friends and family (except my love who feels the same way) don't understand. I guess in all reality, it's a rock in the middle of the ocean. But to me, it's peace, comfort, beauty, - I could go on and on. It's the one place on this earth that I feel completely like me. Does that make sense to anyone?
I have the same type of life that I'm sure most do on this forum. I have a hubby, a full-time job, 2 kids, 2 dogs, and all the responsiblilies that go along with that suff. I literally wait all year for that 1 week on STJ. If you ask any of my co-workers what my goal in life is, they will tell you the same thing - "Michele's goal in life is to move to STJ and grow dreads".
Simple, but true...and kind of funny.
I guess you have to experience STJ to it. You have to be there and see the God given beauty and realize that the "things" we work so hard to have, don't really mean crap in the whole scheme of things. Don't get me wrong, I do work so my family and I can have all those "things" and it affords me the life style to be able to visit STJ. But, I know could live without all that stuff if I had dreads. Think of all the money I could save - giving up shoes, cloths, and jewlery for dreads. LOL
I still haven't packed a darn thing. This in unlike me - I am an organizer and planner. I keep telling everyone, it's ok, I'm already on Island time. This morning I woke up at 5:30. I NEVER wake up before 7 except in STJ. I guess I really am on Island time already
So I guess what I'm trying to ask is....does STJ affect everyone this way? Am I normal?
Bug
I know it's kind of crazy and my friends and family (except my love who feels the same way) don't understand. I guess in all reality, it's a rock in the middle of the ocean. But to me, it's peace, comfort, beauty, - I could go on and on. It's the one place on this earth that I feel completely like me. Does that make sense to anyone?
I have the same type of life that I'm sure most do on this forum. I have a hubby, a full-time job, 2 kids, 2 dogs, and all the responsiblilies that go along with that suff. I literally wait all year for that 1 week on STJ. If you ask any of my co-workers what my goal in life is, they will tell you the same thing - "Michele's goal in life is to move to STJ and grow dreads".

I guess you have to experience STJ to it. You have to be there and see the God given beauty and realize that the "things" we work so hard to have, don't really mean crap in the whole scheme of things. Don't get me wrong, I do work so my family and I can have all those "things" and it affords me the life style to be able to visit STJ. But, I know could live without all that stuff if I had dreads. Think of all the money I could save - giving up shoes, cloths, and jewlery for dreads. LOL
I still haven't packed a darn thing. This in unlike me - I am an organizer and planner. I keep telling everyone, it's ok, I'm already on Island time. This morning I woke up at 5:30. I NEVER wake up before 7 except in STJ. I guess I really am on Island time already

So I guess what I'm trying to ask is....does STJ affect everyone this way? Am I normal?
Bug